我的小白又再次受伤了..

今天是 29.06.2010

是我一生中第二次撞车

去年也是在我生日的前一天被小偷打破车镜子

在去年的同一个月--七月尾。。因为parking时不小心撞到motor...还记得那个人的手搏命流血。

看他脸色苍白。。我的手也被玻璃碎片割伤。。痛得没感觉了。。因为心里的恐惧胜过一切

那些画面仿佛像是昨天发生的一样

今天。。。。

我的小白又去撞人了

我深知道是我不对

但是

我明明看他的车已经走到马路中央了。。

为什么？

今天的心情我想在这里记载好让我以后不再去撞人了

可是。。。

又没有人信

邪

啊???

撞车~~血光之灾 总是。。。

在临近我

生日的时候。。。。。。。。

为什么每一年的生日都要这样过呢？

朋友里都觉得我很独立

可是我觉得一点也没有

每一次发生事情第一时间打给我爸

很依赖他

他已经很老了

可是还要为我的东西烦

我尽量不要烦他

可是

最终

我

还是

投降了。。。。。。。。。。

很气我自己

讨厌这样的我

很辛苦

为了生活

为了金钱

勇敢一点

寂寞的夜 可惜看不见你的背影

远方的你 是否知道我再想你

没有你的夜 特别漆黑

没有我的夜 你过得可好

放弃是最好的答案

再见依然是离别

勇敢告诉自己 把心摊开

留下的痕迹 你可承受

我没那么勇敢

我没那么勇敢

放下身段 贴近你

是我

原谅我

把这个秘密永远藏在最深处

* *写不下去的歌词因为不懂得怎样押韵。。。希望越写越好 :>

哇~~~~发霉了~~~

好久没有写不落格了
是因为太忙吗？这只是个借口给自己吧!

haha~~
也每天还有上上fb留言啊~~

其实多半是有时候忙得不能够给心灵平静下来

虽然偶而有点轻松了可是总有些牵挂~~

哈哈***

严格上来说

忙可以让人活在活得精彩可是却不能让人得到

心灵

的

平静

这几个星期

跟 koir 的朋友去云顶

在 KLCC 做 part time
ex-housemates 去 langkawi

然后 还跟终极天团的朋友 唱 K

让我领悟了很多东西

人是需要~~

磨练

经验

体验

才成长的

有句名言: “秀才不出门， 能知天下事 ”

50% 对

但。。。

有些事情不是靠看 然后 讲 就好了

虽然你“会” 很多东西但你没有去做也是 = 0 %

自己个人很讨厌那些自以为很了不起的人

但又什么都不会“做”的 人

只是单靠他那张嘴巴就可以 做人一辈子了吗?

这个话题如果在讨论下去应该没完没了~~~

post 些照片给大家看吧~~~

匿名的好友~~你在我身边吗？

又一次让我流下眼泪的歌曲~~~
因为——————感动

前奏的口白：

你曾经受过伤吗？
你恨那个让你伤心的人吗？
恨他让你从此没有办法
在爱上任何人
失去了爱人的能力

但是你有没有想过
当你伤心的时候
那个人比你更伤心
你不知道他一直想找到你
告诉你 当初来不及
说出口的那一句话
就算
全世界都反对

我也要跟你在一起。。。。。。

UKM~~~ i am back ~~

After LOST for 2 weeks from blogging, i am back now.

I know how important is that the relationship with parents, friends and relative~~

really learn a lot throughout this chinese new year~~

i feel like treasure a lot of things although it was just 1 week and a plus..at home~~

really worthwhile~~~

Although there were some things which upset me tOO~~

just rushing back from kelantan for the 9.10pm flight~~

the plane late again~~

9.35pm just depart from Sultan Ismail Petra airport
the lifestyle of Malaysian people
always not punctual at all
if you are a businessman
do you travel with AIR AIRSIA then?


There was an incident when i was going to check in~~
my luggage was 18.5kg
and the time i coming back from kl
it only caj me Rm 30
Yet, today
RM 75

what a huge amount
and at first i was bargainning with the airstewardess saying that from kl i got Rm 30 although
my luggage exceed 15kg

~~~for yourl info: AIR ASIA policy for check in luggage

first 15 kg - RM 30 extra kilogramme will be charging 1 kg - RM 15
my luggage extra 3 kg so
end up plus another
RM 45

2 passengers cannot exceeds 30 kg
am i right?

The i am too smart end out to be a FOOL~~
i suggested the stewardess to combine my sister luggage and mine so that
i will be only charged rm 30 for 1 person

END UP

the stewardess insisted 1 luggage cannot exceed 15kg
have to separate into another bag

SIAO DE~~~

$%%^%**&%$^#@^@!$#$^%$%%^%**&%$^#@^@!$#$^%$%%^%**&%$^#@^@!$#$^%$%%^%**&%$^#@^@!$#$^%$&


i was checking in and i dont have time to take out the extra 3 kg to load it into another bag
like what u telling me to do~~
whoelse will do this stupid things..

所谓：law 是死的， 人是活的

That day when i coming back from kl i over exceeded, the airaisa people also only charged me for RM 30

This means that they can do whatever they want is just depend they want or not.
The resit written that day also 19 kg - RM 30
but today ~~~
so SUI~~


Yet, the things is when i wasl asking the people to calculate into my sister
luggage~~~
my father end up to be so piss off
and scolding the stewardess so calculative
thinking back it was embarrasing
because i want to bargain with the stewardess and end up
my father cant stand at the AIR ASIA for being so calculative

Sometimes really confusing ~~~
i still rembered last 2 year, when my parents and I heading for holiday trip at China, we can accumulate our luggage into 1
and the things is not to exceed the specified weight of 3 luggage

NOT PER LUGGAGE PER PERSOn~~


why there is such a misleading of management in a big company like AIRASIA?

做LAB ~~POLLUTION~~~

最近都在狂写部落格。
为什么？哈哈。。。
因为少了跟人说话的关系。
刚生病好，声带有点受损的感觉。。。所以可以避免少讲话就少讲咯。。。

今天， 刚康复就到“学校 ”报道去了！！
真可悲呀~~
为何？
独自的做LAB

开始准备要 autoclave sisa air kelapa
还是赶不及早上那班的 session
1st session - 9.30 am
2nd session - 2.20pm
哇~~~~~
又要等到下午autoclave 的时间了。。。
phew~~swt~~
没办法
这就是大学生涯
最后一年~~加油吧！！！


这是我的组员
趁他门不注意我的时候拍的
谈天说地~~
一大清早， 10am我们就集合了但却到接近11点才拿sample
你想想看我们大部分的时间在做什么？？

当然是拍照咯！！！



太无聊了~~~



我们要准备的是500ml 的矿泉水空瓶
~~来装我们的样本咯！！
还有当然不可缺少的是手套
因为河水实在太肮脏了
一不小心沾到~~
赫赫~~~

“跳进黄河水， 一生洗不清 ”

哇咔咔咔~~~


我要拿sample~~



肮脏吧~~



拿了样本过后就要开始做试验了
第一个的是
1）suspended solid (SS) 如图
~~那是一张白纸透过 50 ml 的样本过滤后残留在上面的痕迹

2）DO ( Dissolved Oxygen )
~ 样本里所含的氧气
~这个很简单， 用仪器遥遥一下就好了

3）COD ( Chemical Oxygen Demand )
~ 不是很确定为何要做这个

4）NH4 & Nitrogen
~ 测量 水中的 nitrogen 成分。。。
~ mg/l
~ 以 concentration 来计算


那去烘干


这是我今天首次在这里做LAB的地方


鱼儿~~鱼儿~~水中游
游来游去乐 游游

有个FST senior 在这里做 他的 MASTER。。
养鱼的 lab
哈哈~~
还蛮好玩的
看着他抓一只只鱼
想回我童年的时代~~~~~~~~~




应该有 30 个


这是养鱼用的肥料
有 sagu 的
有 油棕 的

看那些鱼要不要吃~~~~
如果不吃~~
就代表这些鱼料不适合

ikan talapia
吃什么呢？？
我也不知道~~~~~


是时候去做 lab了。。。。今天第一天 OT~~~~
8pm ~~~
因为下午那个autoclave machine 出现了故障~~~
害我等到 4.30pm 才知道又要重新等~~~
老天爷，你给我的考验还真多呢！！！
不过没关系，


一个人的成长过程就是需要种种的磨练才能成功。

Sick~~

Finally, i was sick. Yesterday still going to pesta ang pau at zaba.
I already feel something yesterday but din't bother it because it din't caused much inconvenience. Moreover, last night i have taken paracetamol and loratadin before i went to bed.
So, i supposed the following morning will be fine then.

Unluckily, when i woke up the next morning, my nose was stuck and i barely breathe.
That time was already 11pm, I put on clothes and leave without any hesitation.
I was heading to Pusat Kesihatan in UKM
The 1st time i was told to go upstair to take no giliran and been checked at the doctor there
I was the 1st person waited there so luckily no need to wait for long time...
PHEW~~
i had been checked by a pegawai perubatan~~not a doctor yet..
i told him i want 2 days MC ..
and he was so generous and gave me ~~
wakaka..~~

According to one of my friend, peel off the skin of an oinion and put the onion beside your bed when u sleep. This can make your flu go away faster..
AND
to avoid it,
put an unpeel skin onion at your table in your room.
This will help you to stay away from FLU nowadays..since the weather is damm hot right?

This is a FENG SHUI belief.
although i dont know how true it is..
but why not believe before it happens right?

Thank you patricia for the advice and FENG SHUI belief
and there are many facebook comments wish me recover fast!!!
Thank you for you all my friend~~
I have recovered now and able to write blog already...
Thanks for you all blessing and advice...